A Gift from God
I woke up today and looked out of the window.
I saw an exceptionally blue sky.
Drowsy, unfocused, still recovering from a mindless slumber, yet I was perplexed still at the sight.
It was not just any blue - it was a solid wall of deep blue-ness, spotless, overwhelming. I am here, I am here now. This is my story, this is my pain.
This is my life.
Today, I accept it all.
I accept that I am gay.
I accept that I have a disease.
I accept that it will never go away.
I accept that there is no cure or treatment for it
I accept that I will have to learn how to deal with it, resolve it, stay close to God, constantly ask Him for help and guidance.
Because the price of failing is too high.
posted by Forbidden Dark @ Thursday, May 04, 2006
3 comments
3 Comments:
I wish you luck!
Hi! I have been released from the lie of homosexuality and just wanted to encourage you to not become complacent with your struggle. It is not easy - it was never meant to be, right! Find a healthy, godly group of people who can pour into your life and stick with them. These are the things that helped me most overcome my struggle with homosexuality: 1) A community of believers who are strong in God... get around people who you want to be like 2) Accountability with someone of the same gender who does not struggle with homosexuality and who is strong in God 3) Read the Word - drown in it! it cleanes us and keeps us from sin 4) Keep praying, keep seeking God! Remember, relationship with God is most important - the issue of homosexuality is secondary! don't focus too much on the same-sex attraction issue... God is more focused on you than your struggles. I hope that some of this will help you keep running for full freedom! It need not rule your life. It no longer rules mine! Be strong for God and for the people that God wants to touch through your testimony and your life and break through! don't be lazy in this but pick up your feet and charge into the throne room of God, seeking his face earnestly and you will find him (he promises). God bless you, friend. Be strong.
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