A Gift from God
I woke up today and looked out of the window.
I saw an exceptionally blue sky.
Drowsy, unfocused, still recovering from a mindless slumber, yet I was perplexed still at the sight.
It was not just any blue - it was a solid wall of deep blue-ness, spotless, overwhelming. I am here, I am here now. This is my story, this is my pain.
This is my life.
Today, I accept it all.
I accept that I am gay.
I accept that I have a disease.
I accept that it will never go away.
I accept that there is no cure or treatment for it
I accept that I will have to learn how to deal with it, resolve it, stay close to God, constantly ask Him for help and guidance.
Because the price of failing is too high.